MahbubaAlam

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About me:

As much as I'd like to be involved in other peoples' lives that I actually care about, I do tend to disappear for days/weeks/months (sometimes) and it isn't because I'm a cold hearted selfish bitch but I just zone out & like to dwell in my own space doing absolutely nothing. Or perhaps, I'm just busy doing something substantial for the people of the world (who knows!). I'm also a very paranoid person & I like to choose my gut instincts over rationality @ times. I get aggravated easily but I will not bitch unless I know you will bitch @ me first (or later, which is not the point)! I also think anyone can be in Love but choosing to be Loved instead is a whole different shit and no point searching, it'll find you. Hating is good, ranting is even better & holding a grudge forever is healthier. Booze and great music is Sexy. Life is a an assholic bitch. Laughter is chill. Thinking and analyzing is what my idle mind lusts. Friends play you, so does family. Trust never the heart but the soul. Aim for the castles, you might end up with a slick Porsche one day. I'm done. I absolutely love the Beach, ferrero rochers, Barnes & Nobles, sunflowers, substantial conversations, earrings, menthols, Sharpie multi colored pens, sleeping, good music, eating out, bar hopping, Dentyne Ice, Au Bon Pain, peanut butter blast protein shakes, White Castle, playing with my sister's MDA, Cosmopolitan, Mom's food & talking/aggravating/making fun of my four awesome girlfriends..